I feel so stress once entered the university, I have assessment every week, abundant of homework like practical report , SCL, those assignment from TITAS and Hubungan Etnik, the class always end late, around 5pm , the class starts from 8am , If i attend ellis lab t class till 8pm. I have to go and get merits in order to continue to stay in hostel. Tis coming saturday have to attend ellis lab from 9am to 6pm. But next Monday have assessment again , no time study and in addition there is no suitable environment for me to study in my hostel, my housemates keep chitchatting daily , laugh within every 5 minutes.Thus I have to walk for a long distances to faculty or library to study everyday, I really feel such life damp stressful , can say is no life in university. My best friend does not take the same course with me, I really miss them here!!!
The coursemates here so hardworking , study everyday make me feel stressful, Since for a few test i able to score a little bit better, then now everyone notices my result and especially someone like to compare with me and this time my result falls drastically, I really very sad !!! I really have no time to finish my lectures notes ,I unable to cover most of them for assessment , but everyone still imagine i so hardworking to study daily to finish all the notes,haiz..... Sometime, I don't know how to differentiate which coursemate really sincerely talk to you or not or in other hand, don't know who can trust , not sure who i can share secret with, since i have one incident that occur to me, and my secret spread by someone who I never thought before. Someone miscalculate to order T-shirt and push all the fault to me, I really never feel happy once i enter university unless see my best friend.However, I have to go through this for 5 years. So ,I told myself i must be strong to overcome all these disaster!!!
Thursday, December 1, 2011
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